Current mood:

i wanna cry...

ok.
so i went to go see a show tonight.
it was good.
Cowards Courage, One Last Dream, and Sorrows End played.
they all did really well.

and i was so totally in a good mood until i came home and got on the computer.

i was looking at my myspace and i noticed Michaela finally had a picture of herself on there...but it wasnt one that i liked very much. the picture she has is of her and Ashley (oh joy). Michaela told me not to get mad but you cant help it when seeing someone youre going out with and care for in a picture with the ex that fucked them over. hsajkad i just get pissed off thinking about it!
its complete bullshit. its not jealousy (believe me, its not.) its just the fact that Michaela put it up there when she knows i cant stand to look at Ashley. especially when its both of them together.
she tells me over and over again that she doesnt have feelings for her anymore but i cant help but think that she still does.
its pretty sad if you ask me.

but yeah, now that im in the worst state of mind ever, im gonna go sit in my room and watch a movie or something hoping i can just clear my mind for awhile.